15
When you cheated I forgave you
But you held it against me.
Blamed me that I’d cheat too.
I didn’t… Instead,
I endured the anger
The violence
Risked my life.
The obsession.
The abuse.
20
You had intentions
Foolishly I thought they were with me.
When you returned
you didn’t expect me to give you another chance.
Come to find out it was a regret.
You called it off.
You were hot and then cold.
22
When you promised you wouldn’t hurt me
I confided in you.
Age didn’t matter.
Suddenly you had parted without a goodbye.
When I went to search for it,
you simply didn’t want me anymore.
You threw me out.
24
When we wanted a family,
I didn’t hesitate.
I worked too much you said.
Accusing me of having an a affair with my boss,
reality was you wanted an excuse to leave.
You weren’t ready.
You were still in love but not with me.
I filled those empty holes.
“What do you want me to tell you? That I’m a piece of shit? I know I’m a piece of shit!”
You used me.
26
When you approached my life,
All we wanted was to fall for one another.
Somehow I did.
We talked everyday.
I tried to see you as much as I could.
You said you needed space.
I felt lonely while being with you.
I just wasn’t her.
I’m guarded up, If you wonder why
There’s more
Keeping my silence
I won’t apologize
I am worthy
I deserve a happy ending to
Someday, maybe…
