Vulnerable.

Lately my mornings consist of me building up the courage to walk out the front door. Managing an unexplained fear. Cautiously aware that I can’t stop myself from slipping into what I know is coming next.

I’ll try to enjoy every wave of dopamine that makes its way. I’ll give myself more gratitude. I’ll encourage the person I could not face in the mirror for the mere reason that I despised her. It’s okay to count the small victories. Whether it’s treating myself to a new poetry book, driving out to a beautiful view or allowing myself to enjoy a delicious dessert at my favorite diner.

It’s simply letting myself maintain a state of happiness. Learning that change is inevitable & the peace I look for is within. Unfamiliar to most and frightening at times, my solitude is my peace. I’ve been getting better at handling my anxiety but I’ll give myself more time. The wonders that happen when we adjust.