I wasn’t perfect.
I tried to be but everything kinda fell apart.
I made excuses I couldn’t hold on to.
I made promises I lied about.
Ultimately,
I hurt you.
I know I said things,
I know I became distant.
Believe me,
Inside I was fighting these demons
I thought I could handle.
I chose to be in the dark.
I was toxic.
Self sabotaging myself
I lost.
That meant
I lost you too.
I’ll tell myself maybe it’s for the best.
That I didn’t deserve you.
Hurting you was the last thing on my mind,
I’m sorry…
